cantogerl

2006-09-21T21:22:00.000-07:00

Missing You
: 1st Lady

Hmmmmm hmmmmm
Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
Mmm eyyy hmmm
Baby I'm missing you
Things'll never be the same with out you.....
What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me
It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry
Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I just dont know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, that i stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I want to know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing you
I love you
ooohh God damn it I love you
Why did he did he take you away from... me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just cant go on baby
Ohhhh oh

++mIss LoNeLy++

2006-05-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

hAiZ....Missh lonely ish here now...hmm..yesterday quarrel wit my mum...fucking pissed off right now...puki sial....told her so many tymzz tat i went 2 esplanade wit my fren n cama bac late coz of de stupid project stuff....bt den ...she kept tellin every1 else tat i "merayap"....i was lyk..."wad de fuck!!!"alamak...cnt take it sey...its lyk...she never try 2 understand de way i felt...everytym wanna scold...cnt be ask to hav a peaceful, slow talk wit her...she will jus go on wit herr nonsense...tat really make me feel fed up...im owaies crying in my bedroom...btt no1 noes bout tat...coz i felt tat its useless tellin dem...i had to go through everything n heal my heartache all by myself...n it really hurts a lot sumtymzz...i may look happie...in school...outside...bt deep inside im hurt...hav 2 go through all de stresses by maself...n my father who dun even care bout his children...wit de wife....hmm..to me...she's lyk a bitch!!...fuckin bitch!!!..HATE HER!!!...wen is dad gonna leave her and cum bac to us...bac in 1 happie family...lykk we usedd to be...haiz...lifee issh badd ferr me....bt i'll hav 2 deal wit it...all by myself...i cn be a great listener to my frens problem...n even keep secretss...bt some people jus cnt keep de secrets i told dem...its hard huh??...bt its ok....so to those people who lyks to show tat sickening symphatethic looks....dun ever think u're de oni 1 tat hav problemss...otherss too....
hmm..tiredd...byezzZz....

++CrYiNG AnGeL++
+mIss LoNeLy+

2006-03-09T02:54:00.000-08:00

HAiz...boring lah..today...nutin to do...smalam seri wahyuni came to my school to give a talk on 'Hanyut'...alamak...boring seh...nk tido lagi ade...now...studies seems to be getting more and more boring...especially maths...tk understand seh...haiz...fail tat subject summore...hmm...klah...guess i'll be goin...buaizzZZzz!!!..=(

2006-02-07T05:04:00.001-08:00

. . .BoUt Me, MaSeLf AnD i. . .
Hie der people...hmm..me aishah..isshh..hmm...wat people call..shuuweet...lykz to smile a loadss!!I luv to make those i noe laugh!..jus 4get their probs!..Wen dey are happy..den im happy too!!..Cheerfull!!..crazy..sumtymzz!.Soft-Hearted...owaies 4giv n 4get..fer people who is really worth...nt those type who keeps hurting me..Love to pamper n be pampered...Well..me stil single now...stil finding my Mr Right...hmm..wer are you??..I really need you!..Hope tat whoever my Mr Right is..will..be wit me ferever n ever...Haiz..still long tym to go...i guess..bt its orite..Finding Mr Right really needs tym and patience...Me gt a wonderful family..luv dem!!..N dad...nt being wit me...hope u are fine wit ur 2nd life...watever it is...i really misshh u!!K people!!..me gtg nw...till nxt tym!!!muackZZ!!!